This was the worst experience of my life.
Today I had a test at 11 AM. I have taken a lot of tests in
my day and I consider myself a good test taker. I usually finish before
everybody and I’m left looking around to make sure I didn’t go too fast. Then I
wait until somebody else turns in their test so I don’t feel like I went to
fast. Today’s test was for my Timber Structures class.
I had studied sufficiently for this particular test and I felt
alright going in. I had woken up around 8, taken a shower, and even had
breakfast, which for me is a rarity. I wanted to not be rushed, stressed,
hungry, thirsty, or anything to hinder my test taking skills. I got to the
classroom ten minutes early, sat down, and pulled out my calculator, pencil,
and eraser. I was set up for success.
Dr. Bagheri got to the room and handed out the formula
packet, which I thumbed through to familiarize myself with it. It looked
normal, and I felt that my chances in passing increased with it in my hand.
She then handed out the test, which I promptly wrote my name
on, as most people do.
Then it happened. The worst thing that could happen
happened. I went blind. Well sort of. It’s called “aura.” Basically I see spots
that fill my vision, much like someone gets when they come inside when it’s
bright outside, except that it lasts a whole lot longer. I knew I was doomed.
Then I got the pre-migrainal arch. It’s a tingly feeling
that starts in my right hand, moves up my arm into my face and then down my
left arm and out my left hand. While the spot is in each place, I lose most
strength in that area. So, gripping a pencil was next to impossible. Remember I
was basically blind at the same time.
The worst part of the aura was that part of the test was
reading tables with small tiny numbers. It would have been a breeze if I could
just wing it by writing big things, but yeah, no. When the pre-migrainal arch
moved to my mouth, my teeth started to chatter, which during a test is not
allowed.
When I get a migraine, my body temperature fluctuates like
crazy. So I started sweating. And then I was really really cold. Then I was
burning up. Then I was freezing.
Somehow, someway, the aura left and I was able to crank
through the test. I finished with no time left and was in a real weird state. I
went home, spent some time losing weight and slept the day away.
It was the worst experience of my life.